all that is to be said has been said by bea n mel... so i shan't comment any further. what else is worth saying? saying more will only sound like nagging, since i'm gonna be saying omoz the same things as wad the rest haf done. and i don't want to make myself so agitated by thinking of such stuff... let's face it. its your life anyway, so y shud we bother? we've done all we can to help so i don't feel a damn bit guilty about giving up on you now.
a reminder. we don't hate you at all. its just we just are too fed-up wif your bo-chap ways. so do what u like.
not a lot of happy things happening in my family for the past week... dad got into hosp... heart prob. gotta go for op on fri... bypass... but at least he looks and seems much better. been dead tired from travelling to and fro sch, hm n hosp these days. wake up damn early in the morning n reach hm damn late at night. soon i'm gonna die from exhaustion. but who gives a shit eh?
only salvation is that i can see who i want to see in sch omoz everyday... and i just b content wif watching... well what else can i do? go up and say those words? don't be mad... i will never haf the courage to do that. ever. that is the only thing i will never be able to do in my whole life. make me dissect all kinds of crap but don't make me say them words. i'd rather die.
wo hui fa zhe dai
rang hou wei wei xiao
jie zhe jing jing bi shang yan
~Jay Chou [Gui Ji]~
posted by munky at 22:19